Past Newsletters

Spring 1998

Dear Friends,

Greetings from Light Expression Farm. Since my fall newsletter, there have been so many blessings and miracles in my life that it now feels difficult to separate one event from another. At the time of each occurrence, I promised myself that I would not forget the details, nor lose sight of their significance within the greater scheme of things. I can tell you that I fully remember the details of each blessing, each miracle, but I am amazed that at this time, it feels impossible to separate one moment from another. They all run together as if they were drops of water in a stream. Spirit tells me that everyone is in the midst of experiencing this similar feeling. To attempt to separate one moments' blessing from the next is akin to taking a domino out of the line and expecting the line to fall as planned. The higher we raise our vibrational level, the more in alignment with Divinity we each become, the faster and closer together also come the miracles.

It is more important than ever to consciously choose to release fear and limitation from our cellular bodies. Fear in your heart stops the flow of blessings. Fear always lets you know when it has its claws in you - you feel immobile, paralyzed, and unable to move forward. Fear is a sure sign that you are face to face with a growth moment.

Having had many of these moments in my life, and most recently having had what feels like an avalanche of them, I know first hand what it feels like to sit paralyzed, dazed, and confused. I also know that Spirit holds our hand always, and will guide us through these times, shining a light, not always clear answers, but always a light for us to follow. I recently found myself in the midst of a growth experience, which I thought at the time would sink me. It didn't; in fact, as soon as I said yes to the experience, everything flowed forward to support my decision to move into the challenge. As a result of following the Light, much excitement has happened in my life. The details of the experience are not important; we all have these moments - each experience has its own value for us as individuals and as beings connected by Spirit.

I will say that a direct result of moving through my most recent wall of fear, is the co-creation of a brand new shining essence. I began '98 knowing that Nature wished for me to continue making essences in the Vibrational Nature Series. I even had a hint of what several of the essences in Collection IV would be (not necessarily what they were about). After taking a large gulp and moving into a new growth opportunity, wonderful new people walked into my life, and my client base expanded with people willing to dive into their own fears and raise their vibrational levels.

During several conversations with different individuals, a recurring theme kept presenting itself to me for resolution. I knew that at the time that this issue was mentioned to me, I was, at that moment, unable to address it (or better said - I was in need of a larger toolbox to assist me in working with the proposed issue). In fact, it quickly came to me that the issue asking to be addressed by different individuals was not just a recent historical misunderstanding (or an out of alignment feeling) but that the feelings those individuals were expressing were universal and went back to the time of creation.

I waited for Spirit to guide me in assisting these people. I said to Divinity that I was open to exploring a resolution to the misunderstanding and that I would offer myself and Light Expression Farm as vehicles for healing if that was in the highest interest of all involved. That intention set the ball in motion. A new friend and I were having a "get acquainted" conversation one day (friend is a writer and channel for the Mother Earth energies), and at the end of our conversation, I found myself saying to her that I thought that the Devas with whom she worked had something that they wished to tell me. Her response was that she had heard the same thing. She (Pepper Lewis) added that she had just recently written a column for a magazine, with which she is associated, and that the article contained information, which I was in need of. Pepper also added that the Earth Mother (Earth Being, Earth Soul) had something to add to that article for me personally. Pepper said that she would E-mail the message right away. Instead of sooner, it was later - the process took almost a week to get to me as Pepper said that the information that she was receiving was coming from a dimension of which she was unfamiliar and it took her a while to transcribe the material.

My initial thought about the message was that Mother Earth was going to say "Thanks for the work that you are doing at Light Expression Farm" - or something to that effect. Instead, I got five to six pages of what seemed like an elaborate word puzzle from the Mother. Pepper and I dialoged a bit further about the message, but I soon realized that it was my puzzle to sort out. After rereading the message four to five times, I finally understood that it was an answer to the expressed intention for healing of the misunderstanding (aforementioned) that I had been considering doing for my clients. Up to this moment, I have not told you what the misunderstanding is, that was discussed with me simultaneously by these two individuals. The process of the flow of Spirit is more important than focusing on the perceived misunderstanding. Each of these people with whom I was working are gifted individuals and loving healers, who found themselves confronted with a wall in front of their individual evolutionary paths. The wall that they perceived - as they did not know each other - had to do with their family genetic heritage. Each of these individuals are Jewish and each felt that somehow their heritage was a wall in their path that they must move through in order to continue on their spiritual and healing journey. This is not to say that they felt that there was anything bad about their Jewish heritage or about being Jewish, only that there was some misunderstanding having to do with their heritage. They felt out of alignment with the highest intention of their heritage, and in fact, felt that the highest intention of their heritage was currently out of alignment with humanity. The misunderstanding that they were each perceiving was in need of healing and being brought vibrationally into alignment with the complete blueprint for their heritage, which is held by Spirit.

During my conversations with each of these people, the same request was being made. Each person asked if I would make an essence remedy (custom solution) to assist each of them in processing and resolving their specific misunderstanding about their heritage. The information that I received from Spirit, after these requests were made, was that the issue that they were expressing was not to be addressed with a remedy, but rather by doing energy work with the lineage from which they were born. No small request!

This is when I began to set the intention in motion and surrender to the process. The flow of Spirit came together quickly as a result of the intention to assist these individuals. After two weeks, Pepper and I had our fateful conversation. Mother Earth and Pepper were the vehicles whom Spirit chose to bring me the guidance that I had requested to cause this energy work to bear its fruit. I had seen part of the answer, but I needed an additional element to complete the puzzle. The information which Mother Earth offered was the final element which provided the energy needed to create the essence which had been "in design" from the initial conception of this project.

The information which I had received was that the misunderstanding was not about being Jewish but rather about being vibrationally out of alignment with the StarSeed civilization which came to Earth eons ago, which brought with it a vibrational blueprint for its descendants to access in order to manifest the highest intention for the individual on Earth. The contents of this blueprint are within all individuals who have ever incarnated into this StarSeed lineage. This lineage goes back through the Jewish Heritage, the Egyptian Heritage, Atlantis and Lemuria - which pretty much includes all of us. More than likely, most of us "Earth Beings" have incarnated into this lineage at one time or another. The problem with accessing this blueprint is that, like other blueprints that we have within us, our fears and misunderstandings distort the vibrational integrity of the blueprint.

Mother Earth told me, that in making this essence, we would be enabled as individuals to reconnect with the highest vibrational frequency of the blueprint from our origins via the StarSeed civilization.

With all of the information and pieces of the puzzle in hand, including a site here at the Farm designated by the Overlighting Deva of the StarSeed civilization, I became the energetic conduit for this project. It was to take three days to consolidate the alignment of energy in the specified site to prepare for the making of the essence.

On the morning of the fourth day, I was told to go to the site, bowl and water in hand, and make the new essence. By this time, I had been given the name of the new essence so that I had a most complete energy pattern with which to work.

The process went smoothly, but I will add that this was one of the largest energies with which I have ever worked. The final process in making the essence was to offer it back to Earth and the Universe through the Light Expression Farm vortex. This ceremony was to be held on April 10th at sundown - Passover - Good Friday!

I had invited a couple of fellow energy workers to assist in the ceremony that evening, but at the last minute - one of them called saying that she did not feel that she would be able to attend. This person is an empath (feels the energy during a healing) and she felt that the energy going out through this vortex would be too much for her to experience at that time. We continued talking and realized that her part was not so much in participating in the ceremony, but in assisting me with "tweaking" the energy for this process. Her assistance was most valuable.

We were now ready to go with the ceremony. Friday at sundown, myself, my husband Wayne and our good friend Ethan walked to the vortex with the new StarSeed essence in hand. Our dog Zelda felt the need to participate as she sometimes does and her joy and unconditional love was most appreciated. The three of us stepped into the vortex - put drops of the new essence into the vortex, as well as a few drops of Monadra essence (Light Expression Flower Essence), and began a meditation. We immediately felt the presence of the Overlighting Deva of the "StarSeed I Am" civilization move into the center of the group. This Deva had a presence of expanded awareness, which offered a feeling that it could take you anywhere you wanted to go. And yet, as expansive and huge as the energy manifested, it was strangely "super grounded" in its feeling. It is difficult to describe in words the magnitude and beauty contained within the space that we had co-created, when the Overlighting Deva of StarSeed I Am came in. It looked a bit like a genie rushing out of its lamp. The Deva materialized in the middle of the three of us and grew - enveloping us in its energy. We became a part of its energy.

The energy grid throughout Earth is now, once again, in alignment with the vibrational pattern of the StarSeed Civilization. This Civilization's blueprint holds within it the awareness and energy contained within the I Am.

Taking this essence will align your internal frequency to this vibration and will allow you to access the expansiveness of the " I Am". The possibilities for personal growth and awareness are unlimited. Taking StarSeed I Am aligns your internal vibrations with its frequency / pattern of expansiveness, and for some individuals, this energy of expansiveness may produce physical / emotional awarenesses not before experienced by that particular individual. Whatever the individual's specific gifts or talents, connection within the StarSeed I Am will expand the individual's awareness of these talents as well as lead the individual to new ideas. New understandings within technology in our current civilization can also be greatly enhanced and / or accessed by the use of this essence. As your system becomes accustomed to the energy, you will find yourself moving into this new space of expanded awareness with feelings of excitement and anticipation of what the experience will hold for you.

I must add here that this essence is extremely powerful - in that, the expansive nature of it is almost foreign to our electrical systems. I have never before said that one can overdose on an essence, but I think this essence could be the exception. Until your electrical circuits become accustomed to the energy and blueprint contained within this essence, it is advisable to take only 1 - 3 drops of it at a time - and most likely only one time a day. I have also come to discover that the Light Expression Flower Essence, Monadra (Bee Balm) is extremely effective in alleviating any of the possible discomfort produced through the initial use of the StarSeed I Am essence. Simply test to see if you need a few drops of Monadra - after or before - taking StarSeed I Am. (If you are in need of knowing more about testing, contact us for assistance.)

The use of the word - discomfort - is not intended to frighten anyone. The intention is to inform you that as we are individuals with our own unique systems, we, as individuals, each experience essences differently. This particular essence holds such a large blueprint within its vibrational pattern that it can affect some individuals within their physical energetic bodies. Your system will become accustomed to the expansive vibration within short order and amazing insights will present themselves to you as a result of "moving up" vibrationally.

Much can be said about this essence, its effects and benefits, but I will save those insights for upcoming classes here at the farm this summer. We are in the midst of exciting times and StarSeed I Am will help you to access much information pertaining to your true heritage. Enjoy!

Also - I was recently asked to make another new Light Expression Vibrational Nature Essence - "Spring" - which is actually the first essence of Box IV within the Vibrational Essence Series. Some reports are in that adding a drop or two of "Spring" as well as Monadra can be helpful in processing the energy of the StarSeed I Am essence. The important thing to remember always - is that personal testing (connecting through kinesiology, dowsing, etc. with higher self and physical body consciousness) offers the best information for the most effective essence therapy. It is possible that you are not ready to use the StarSeed I Am at the particular moment that you pose the question in your testing. Ask - when you will be ready to use it, and if there is anything you need to do prior to taking StarSeed I Am. Once you have made the determination about using this essence, stay open to asking about additional support from other essences and other healing modalities.

I look forward to your comments and experiences regarding this essence. I know that the highest intention is served by the making of this essence; and its presence and use will reveal much.

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